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The Devil’s Mistress (Part 4)

The Mistress’s mouth is agape with shock and wonder. She never thought anything like that could happen to The Devil, she was under the impression he was all-powerful second only to the big guy upstairs. How could this man, this...this Yogi, have disposed of The Devil by only looking at him? “You may come in … Continue reading The Devil’s Mistress (Part 4) →

Josiah Akhtab Stories Leave a comment December 9, 2019March 10, 2019 3 Minutes

The Magic Of It All

Writing is a magical process, you sit there, doing nothing and go into the ether of your mind. All the monkey thoughts of things that happened today and the day before jumbling around along with things that happened years ago. You thought you'd let those go but find out they're still there and maybe think … Continue reading The Magic Of It All →

Josiah Akhtab Tips and Insights Leave a comment December 6, 2019May 29, 2019 2 Minutes

Poem Two

There once was a man who told twisted tales,And he told the king once that he’d be impaledAs his people didn’t like him and thought himA disgrace and couldn’t wait to see him replaced.The king understood but never minded.  The man told his tales and the king gave him goldAnd the poor man walked all … Continue reading Poem Two →

Josiah Akhtab Poetry Leave a comment December 4, 2019March 6, 2019 2 Minutes

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Awareness is predicated on state of consciousness. State of consciousness means your ability to discern the world around you and accept reality for what it is and not how you wish it to be. Some people have a higher state of awareness and consciousness than others, and that can be proven by simply revealing some cold and harsh truths to the average individual. Awareness, or lack thereof, is the reason for anger, rage, denial, sadness, depression, melancholy, and a whole range of emotion. With awareness comes a shift in mindset, a shift in understanding the world around you and the illusory nature of seemingly solid and real things. I’ve watched many youtube videos about awareness (indirectly as a subject) and the raising of consciousness, mostly MGTOW. Now, I’m not some renegade out to get SJW’s, women, and the gynocentric society even though there’s good reason I should be but this isn’t that type of blog. This is simply about awareness. The philosophy of awareness comes down to observation and the interpretation of observations. The ability to recognize patterns and see the universal design all living and non-living things seem to flow. To reach a level of understanding that strips the emotion from trivial and mundane things that happen in your small world. The thing about awareness is, the more of it you have, the less emotional you become about harsh realities and dark truths. The reason for that is once you know why something is happening to you and gain the knowledge of how it came about, it becomes something you can do something about. Awareness allows you to take control of your life and do the things you need to do to reach your highest potential. For more, check out www.theakhtabweekly.com
Very few people make it to this point. The point where all the pain, suffering, depression, anger all fades away. Where acceptance starts to make its way into your heart and the harsh realities begin to have a kind of beauty to it. An intelligence and wisdom that’s not sinister, impersonal but at the same time deeply personal. Impersonal as in everything that happens around you happens out of your control, and personal as in everything seems to revolve around you. You are the main character in your life and everyone else is just extras. There’s not much on White Pill because it is not widely regarded in MGTOW philosophy and many people aren’t aware because they are obsessed with the Red Pill. Granted, the Red Pill contains a lot of knowledge that would take years to master completely without going insane. However, the White Pill is the equivalent to being awakened. Being awakened simply means an elevated state of consciousness. An awareness that not most people can relate to, a perspective of reality (though still a perspective) is closer to the truth than those of the Blue, Purple, Red, and Black. The White Pill, quintessentially, is the other side that few people make it to. This is where hope resides. The mindset of someone who is “White Pilled” is so rare and indescribable that it isn’t worth going into a whole lot. Now, I don’t claim to know what it means to be White Pilled, but I can speculate a bit. Being White Pilled simply means treating all beings equally and not elevating one over the other. It is akin to the highest levels of Buddhism, Stoicism, Taoism, Hinduism, and all the other -isms of the world. It is the godly state that very few reach such as Jesus Christ, The Buddha, Mohammed The Prophet, Moses, Adam before The Fall, etc. Many people will never reach this state. They would be killed in the Deep Red Pill to Black Pill stage. For more, check out www.theakhtabweekly.com
Many people commit suicide at the Red Pill stage, and if not, they do so here. Some people have weak constitutions and when they come about cold, hard, and unforgiving truths. . .they don’t handle it well. I’ll use my grandfather as an example again, my aunt’s death broke him like nothing else. I watched him nearly fall to his knees with grief and two of his daughters had to hold him up. His pain was so palpable I even shed a tear. Then a couple months later my grandmother divorced him after fifty years of being together and forty-eight years of marriage. Over the months, the family started distancing themselves from him. I moved to California, and he was described as being a ball of negativity. During that time he got cancer (the same thing that took my aunt) and he was in and out of the hospital. it got to the point he needed a cane to walk. I didn’t get to see him over the months, more like I didn’t go see him because I wasn’t going to watch him die in a hospital. Not in the sense of being afraid of going through pain but from my understanding that his death was coming and it was just a matter of time. He died on October 19, 2019. And he will be missed. Now, I say all this to show the unrelenting darkness of the Black Pill. He was seventy-five years old, way to old to go through something like this and come out strong. At the end of his life, his whole world crumbled and everything was snatched away form him with no mercy. Although he still had five other daughters and people who loved him, the pain of outliving your child is one no parent should have to go through, especially if they love their children deeply. He was a deeply knowledgeable man in terms of religion. Islam. My grandfather was a devout Muslim for forty years, reading the Holy Quran every night at 3 a.m. and partaking in Ramadan every year. So, in a sense, you can say he was “Red Pill”. For more, check out www.theakhtabweekly.com
Ah, yes! Now we get to the proverbial “Red Pill”. Where it is all the rage, all the anger, all the suffering, all the pain, and the plunge into darkness truly begins and seems without end. The Red Pill individual has pretty much accepted that they have been lied to their entire lives. That everything they’ve ever learned has either been wrong or distorted to the point of being a shallow imitation of truth. That their friends, family, coworkers, teachers, are all cogs in a machine that is not optimized to suit the human spirit but instead optimized to treat living beings as forms of currency and expendable parts. The Red Pill individual usually goes through two stages before transcending this point in their lives: Rage and depression. The first stage is interchangeable. It can either be rage or depression. In the cases where it is depression, it is very deep and very painful. Let’s take female nature for example, you believe your mother loves you, right? That she would do anything for you? That she would lay down her life for you without hesitation? Of course, you do. Why wouldn’t you? Now, what if I told you that your mother doesn’t love you? That she loves her identity and reputation of being a mother and doesn’t really care about you. That all you are is a check and ROI (return on investment) meant to ensure she is taken care of for the rest of her life. That the reason your father isn’t around is that your mother was a fucking lunatic and that he didn’t want to deal with the bullshit anymore, and when you met your father you found that he cares about you more than your mother ever did? What if I told you all that? Would you believe it? FUCK NO! NOT FOR A SECOND. Sure, you can accept that there are some terrible mothers and amazing fathers in the world, percentage-wise. Yeah, of course. But to believe or even think of the possibility that your own mother, the woman that birthed you, doesn’t really give a fuck about you? That’s something that would drive most to suicide or a deep depression.’ And it has. For more, visit www.theakhtabweekly.com
The Purple Pill individual is predicated on mild awareness but can go either way. This individual has experienced some of the harsh realities of life but still feel like there is hope, that not everything is as dark as it seems to be. These people generally have trouble coming to grips with reality even after it slapped their ass while buttfucking them vigorously. I know, a bit crude but its true. There isn’t much information on the purple pill individual outside of female nature and MGTOW issues. However, this concept can be applied to the world at large. The general mindset is that of ambivalence, that of being conflicted and lost. That first hearkbreak, that first family member dying, that first ass-whooping in the street, all of these things go on around them on a daily basis but these individuals deny a large percentage of it as being the norm. Now, the Purple Pill individual is not ignorant or naive like the Blue Piller; in fact, they’re sometimes more knowledgeable of the world at large than some “Red Pill” individuals. The problem lies in their social conditioning and the way they were raised which ultimately dictates their mindset and overrides a lot of the new knowledge they’ve gained. The Purple Pill individual struggles with themselves to accept the fact they are alone in this world and their immediate source of support is now invalid. Friends, family, teachers, and anyone else they know can no longer relate to the struggle of the Purple Pill individual. There’s a sort of alienation that occurs withing the world of the Purple Pill individual, a sort of moving away from the conventional. Now, this individual has a choice to make: either go down the rabbit hole and consume the Red Pill completely, or return to the Blue Pill world where everything is hunky dory. Most choose the Blue Pill, some choose the Red Pill. Those who choose the Blue pill are either not ready or are just in a deep denial. They know the harsh reality. They’ve seen it and experienced it but still want to chase those simpler times without responsibility and accountability for themselves. for more, visit www.theakhtabweekly.com
Everyone has heard of the Blue pill and the Red pill from The Matrix, right? Of course you have. And, everyone has surely heard of MGTOW (Men Going Their Own Way), right? Probably, probably not. Well, this post isn’t about any of that. This is a writing blog, not a renegade against SJW’s and women blog. What I’m going to talk about is the philosophy of the mindsets behind the pills, as the pills not only represent a level of awareness when it comes to the gynocentric society and female nature, but an awareness of the world around you which can be used to better your writing, painting, music, financial situation, whatever. Now that we’ve gotten that out of the way, let’s get into it! The philosophy of the Blue pill is predicated on ignorance, naivety, and presupposed innocence. I say presupposed because people generally have a way of denying new information presented that either contradicts or completely shatters their sense of reality. The Blue piller, believing in all the lies of the system and will defend the system to the death, will either use shaming language, hurl insults, suggest the one disseminating information lacks credibility and integrity, and all things of the like. The Blue Pill individual generally has little to no awareness of the world around them because they have not experienced the harsh nature of reality up to this point in their lives. Please note that some people go their entire lives without being exposed to the harsh realities of the world, and whatever they do get exposed to in regards to less than pleasurable circumstances usually doesn’t exceed the level of an annoyance. Yes, these lucky bastards exist. Now, the mindset of a Blue Pill individual is that of optimism and positivity up to the point of absurdity. Now, they do experience negative emotions but typically get over those emotions in a short period of time. These individuals can be more or less emotionally stable (being that life hasn’t fucked them yet) as they are just the average person. Nothing too crazy or adventurous happens in their lives, generally. For more, check out www.theakhtabweekly.com

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